[it's for the better this way, yuri thinks. and he's glad that flynn, for once, doesn't push it and leaves yuri to clean things up alone. doing that and dropping the subject entirely, that's what he wants to do.
there are a lot of burdens to bear; some he can't handle alone, some are best shares. some are flynn's alone. but this... this is the one burden he would like to hold for himself. there are too many things that ride on it, and details that he doesn't feel flynn ever needs to know about. even repede didn't know about what happened—that's how deeply buried he feels this needs to be kept. so he's going to, and that's exactly why he tends to the kitchen without any intent of actually doing anything but letting the topic drop completely.]
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there are a lot of burdens to bear; some he can't handle alone, some are best shares. some are flynn's alone. but this... this is the one burden he would like to hold for himself. there are too many things that ride on it, and details that he doesn't feel flynn ever needs to know about. even repede didn't know about what happened—that's how deeply buried he feels this needs to be kept. so he's going to, and that's exactly why he tends to the kitchen without any intent of actually doing anything but letting the topic drop completely.]