[ Would he call this weird? No, it's actually reassuring but he can't help but hope that he's okay like this. Is it too much to sit by him, is it too much to continue that hold onto the male's hand. Yamato really, really, really cares about the other's well-being, it's why it's so easy to take himself out oe the equation in order to give Souji a better life. He's always known Kashuu to have a sort of negative vibe when it comes to the swordsman being brought up so he doesn't want to intrude on that. It makes him happy to know how glass they've grown, so maybe there's no more of negative feelings coming from him when it comes to Souji.
There's a lot that stops Yamato from staying in this room but he does flinch when a hand is raised and touches his hair. He shouldn't have to hesitate towards someone he's idolized but it's been so long, he doesn't know what to expect. This is something that makes him stare at the other. He wonders why of all things that he starts to push away the locks of hair that gets in his way when he could say things like how selfish he wants to be when it comes to the bed.
The fingers that run against his cheek, he leans into it just a bit from the touch. Touch to a sword has always been comforting and even now, he wouldn't mind that warmth to stay there. It makes him feel calm more than he was moments ago where he was more hesitant about this second meeting, he thinks about how he could raise an arm and keep the male's hand on his cheek but he can't. What gets him real bad is the flick on his nose and he's shocked, eyes widen and he's shaken like a feline. ]
Huh!! [ He tries to stare at Souji but his gaze falls onto the index finger that pokes at his nose. He wonders why so much has to happen in order for the other to get Yamato to sleep in this room. Isn't it better if he wasn't here in the first place? He wasn't here in the beginning so it should be no different if he doesn't take this chance. Though, he blinks a few times before looking off to the side. ]
You don't understand, when it comes to you.. I'd do a lot of things to make sure you're comfortable and don't have to deal with stress. As I do want you to have your rest.. I don't want to burden you when you really need sleep.. I know that I haven't been here as long as you and Kiyomitsu but.. you've both have grown here without me in this room, do you really want me barging in on that?
WHERE IS YOUR CHILL
There's a lot that stops Yamato from staying in this room but he does flinch when a hand is raised and touches his hair. He shouldn't have to hesitate towards someone he's idolized but it's been so long, he doesn't know what to expect. This is something that makes him stare at the other. He wonders why of all things that he starts to push away the locks of hair that gets in his way when he could say things like how selfish he wants to be when it comes to the bed.
The fingers that run against his cheek, he leans into it just a bit from the touch. Touch to a sword has always been comforting and even now, he wouldn't mind that warmth to stay there. It makes him feel calm more than he was moments ago where he was more hesitant about this second meeting, he thinks about how he could raise an arm and keep the male's hand on his cheek but he can't. What gets him real bad is the flick on his nose and he's shocked, eyes widen and he's shaken like a feline. ]
Huh!! [ He tries to stare at Souji but his gaze falls onto the index finger that pokes at his nose. He wonders why so much has to happen in order for the other to get Yamato to sleep in this room. Isn't it better if he wasn't here in the first place? He wasn't here in the beginning so it should be no different if he doesn't take this chance. Though, he blinks a few times before looking off to the side. ]
You don't understand, when it comes to you.. I'd do a lot of things to make sure you're comfortable and don't have to deal with stress. As I do want you to have your rest.. I don't want to burden you when you really need sleep.. I know that I haven't been here as long as you and Kiyomitsu but.. you've both have grown here without me in this room, do you really want me barging in on that?