.. It can't be helped, I'm always going to get hurt because I have to protect you and everyone else. Please don't see the pain that I go through as a bad thing. [ Besides, what they all do is for each other, for the Saniwa and for some motive that they each have placed in the back of their mind. For Yamato, looking at the places where he got hurt — he isn't so fond of them but they'll pass. ] As long as I can continue to do what I do now, I think that is taking care of myself.
[ There's a nod of his head as he smiles, maybe he doesn't know what he's saying or perhaps he does — but he's never been so scared of getting hurt of dying. It is understandable that Haru was the one who made the living arrangements and maybe he did guess how Yamato would feel or thought something would be off. ] Huh? .. He's always been there for me, there were moments where I thought I could hear his voice — even no.. [ Maybe he should stop talking about Souji as if he's dead, his cheeks are slightly red as he clears his throat. ]
He said he wouldn't sleep in a bed unless I was there.. I cannot allow him to sleep uncomfortably.. but.. if I need space, moving away when both he and Kiyomitsu are asleep is an idea I have in mind. [ Even when he probably won't actually follow through with it. ] But I am glad you are thinking about his [ Okita-kun's ] well-being. If I become too burdensome for him or too much, I will gladly stay in your room. [ Ugh Yamato, you're not suppose to make yourself sound like a problem? Either way in his eyes, Okita-kun comes first! ]
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[ There's a nod of his head as he smiles, maybe he doesn't know what he's saying or perhaps he does — but he's never been so scared of getting hurt of dying. It is understandable that Haru was the one who made the living arrangements and maybe he did guess how Yamato would feel or thought something would be off. ] Huh? .. He's always been there for me, there were moments where I thought I could hear his voice — even no.. [ Maybe he should stop talking about Souji as if he's dead, his cheeks are slightly red as he clears his throat. ]
He said he wouldn't sleep in a bed unless I was there.. I cannot allow him to sleep uncomfortably.. but.. if I need space, moving away when both he and Kiyomitsu are asleep is an idea I have in mind. [ Even when he probably won't actually follow through with it. ] But I am glad you are thinking about his [ Okita-kun's ] well-being. If I become too burdensome for him or too much, I will gladly stay in your room. [ Ugh Yamato, you're not suppose to make yourself sound like a problem? Either way in his eyes, Okita-kun comes first! ]