swordsitter: (& his hands so cold they shake)
kure "why this?!" haru ([personal profile] swordsitter) wrote in [community profile] estoria2015-09-08 03:29 pm

( OPEN )

Who: swordhaus + cr
When: throughout march
Where: the three apartments swordhaus uses.. or will be, once the newbies arrive
What: march catch-all
Rating/Warning: probably nothing, but i'll edit as necessary.




[ this is a busy, noisy household. sorry, neighbors. ]
yasusada: (19.)

ii!

[personal profile] yasusada 2015-09-23 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ TV won't heal the wounds that's been left behind. He isn't too crazy about watching anything, he feels tired and in all honestly — he wants to nap. Though, he's a little surprised to see that the TV that he's learned about is back where it's supposed to be. He knows that he's asking many people to keep what he had done a secret and he feels that he doesn't need to bring up something that wasn't brought to his attention.

A small sigh as he shakes his head, not taking the offer to sit there since he's always been like this. Not distant but he knows his place — what to do and what not to do and he feels that he's able to stand just fine right here. Doing his best not to show that he's tired, forcing his eyes open just a tad as he has a little scratches here and there (from when he fell out a window and marks on his hand from where he cut his hands by messing with the glass on the broken television) which are doing fine since they were dealt with accordingly. ]


Excuse me, I just came to admit to something, I also want to apologize if I'm bothering your reading. It doesn't feel right to keep things to myself.. [ Glancing at the television that's on low, he clears his throat wondering if the other would be willing to hear him out. ] It was an accident.
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[personal profile] yasusada 2015-09-27 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
Huh? Ah.. Of course, I won't do it again. [ His voice is low as he speaks, it's not as bad when he's becoming gloomy but he understands that what he did was wrong. He's told a few people not to tell Haru about it, it's only because he didn't understand but in the end, it's best if he's the one who comes clean. Though, hearing that other swords have had their own ups and downs, Yamato doesn't feel alone. Staring down at the other as he looks over the uchigatana's fingers, he shakes his head. ]

It was a misunderstanding.. I didn't know something like that was used for amusement.. and my hands are fine. Worse things have cut up my entire body. [ Dropping his hands back down by his side, he tilts his head just a bit with a smile. ]

Well.. it's a little.. it's a lot.. I mean to take in considering who is in that room.
yasusada: (79.)

[personal profile] yasusada 2015-09-30 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
.. It can't be helped, I'm always going to get hurt because I have to protect you and everyone else. Please don't see the pain that I go through as a bad thing. [ Besides, what they all do is for each other, for the Saniwa and for some motive that they each have placed in the back of their mind. For Yamato, looking at the places where he got hurt — he isn't so fond of them but they'll pass. ] As long as I can continue to do what I do now, I think that is taking care of myself.

[ There's a nod of his head as he smiles, maybe he doesn't know what he's saying or perhaps he does — but he's never been so scared of getting hurt of dying. It is understandable that Haru was the one who made the living arrangements and maybe he did guess how Yamato would feel or thought something would be off. ] Huh? .. He's always been there for me, there were moments where I thought I could hear his voice — even no.. [ Maybe he should stop talking about Souji as if he's dead, his cheeks are slightly red as he clears his throat. ]

He said he wouldn't sleep in a bed unless I was there.. I cannot allow him to sleep uncomfortably.. but.. if I need space, moving away when both he and Kiyomitsu are asleep is an idea I have in mind. [ Even when he probably won't actually follow through with it. ] But I am glad you are thinking about his [ Okita-kun's ] well-being. If I become too burdensome for him or too much, I will gladly stay in your room. [ Ugh Yamato, you're not suppose to make yourself sound like a problem? Either way in his eyes, Okita-kun comes first! ]