[ She looked down a moment when he did do that wondering what he was thinking. Sometimes, it was hard to understand what he thought. ]
It would feel like I'm abandoning you when you're suffering like this. I couldn't ever do that, no matter what you say and you know that better than anyone else.
[ She replied giving him a small smile. Her grip was much gentler than it was before, though she made no move to run away or dodge his approach, because it would help him. She wanted to do this because it would help him. That's all that mattered. He might not like it but she didn't want to see him always sacrificing for her when she could do little things to protect him too. ]
V: you said kill though and not doing it.
It would feel like I'm abandoning you when you're suffering like this. I couldn't ever do that, no matter what you say and you know that better than anyone else.
[ She replied giving him a small smile. Her grip was much gentler than it was before, though she made no move to run away or dodge his approach, because it would help him. She wanted to do this because it would help him. That's all that mattered. He might not like it but she didn't want to see him always sacrificing for her when she could do little things to protect him too. ]