No, that's fine. I know some people have always wanted to live a normal life-- or hell, people who live in worlds where having abilities is normal. I'm not jealous of them at all.

[ She smiles, but it's a strained one. It's forced. ]

As for handling everything... it's all just a mask. I can keep it all in. I'm good at that. Keeping all the pain inside of me, not showing it all in the slightest. Besides, being here for months, it slowly makes you used to it.

[ Two years. She's dealt with two and a half years of these crazy things. Two years at home. Half a year here. It's probably not as much as other people, but to her? It's... a lot. ]