... It doesn't matter how long ago it happened, how old you were... sometimes it's still really fresh in your memory, and things will always be different after that.

[ Losing his parents and his brother... that's even worse. ]

But I think that's also why you have to remember... that you shouldn't let yourself be alone. No matter what, you're always going to have people who care about you. Who may or may not get it, but who'll want to be there anyway. And sometimes, that's all it takes.