[what... above it... above yuri? flynn practically growls at that implication. how dare he even joke... who was it that did everything? who was it that helped estellise see the world outside the castle? who was it that helped saved halure? who saved ioder? who rescued estellise? who accepted raven? judith? patty? who saved the world? it was all yuri.
what, pray tell, can be said of flynn? he failed in saving halure. he couldn't do anything about the weather blastia. he let innocents suffer at the hands of ragou and again with cumore. he let yuri taint his hands with blood. he let estellise be kidnapped. he failed in noticing who raven really was. he failed in seeing alexei's intentions. he failed to save his best friend from falling off zaude despite being FEET away. all flynn's life has been is constant, stupid failure. yes, he's commandant and has a nice, shiny rank but so what? so what when he can't manage to do anything right, anything without yuri almost holding his hand. the one above someone here isn't flynn. how dare he...
the icy tone in his voice would send chills up most people's spine. it's been a long time since yuri's manage to piss him off to this degree. he'd forgotten how much he hates it.]
No. You don't know. You quit the knights so what would you know?
[more than flynn's willing to admit, actually. his rage, however, has reached a boiling point and that makes any chance of saying as much go out the window. if he were calmer, then maybe this chat would have gone nicer, maybe he would have asked why yuri got that idea in his head to begin with, maybe they'd already be en route to joking about something stupid and nonsensical. instead, the iciness quickly evolves into a fiery anger and explodes.]
I have never claimed to be above you because I'm not! I offered to join your guild, remember? You were the one who said knights and guilds don't go together, not me. My standards, the standards I am expected to be at because it's my goddamn duty, are nothing like yours, but adhering to them has never made me better than anyone else, you included! Maybe some of this was my fault, but don't assume you know what I feel!!
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what, pray tell, can be said of flynn? he failed in saving halure. he couldn't do anything about the weather blastia. he let innocents suffer at the hands of ragou and again with cumore. he let yuri taint his hands with blood. he let estellise be kidnapped. he failed in noticing who raven really was. he failed in seeing alexei's intentions. he failed to save his best friend from falling off zaude despite being FEET away. all flynn's life has been is constant, stupid failure. yes, he's commandant and has a nice, shiny rank but so what? so what when he can't manage to do anything right, anything without yuri almost holding his hand. the one above someone here isn't flynn. how dare he...
the icy tone in his voice would send chills up most people's spine. it's been a long time since yuri's manage to piss him off to this degree. he'd forgotten how much he hates it.]
No. You don't know. You quit the knights so what would you know?
[more than flynn's willing to admit, actually. his rage, however, has reached a boiling point and that makes any chance of saying as much go out the window. if he were calmer, then maybe this chat would have gone nicer, maybe he would have asked why yuri got that idea in his head to begin with, maybe they'd already be en route to joking about something stupid and nonsensical. instead, the iciness quickly evolves into a fiery anger and explodes.]
I have never claimed to be above you because I'm not! I offered to join your guild, remember? You were the one who said knights and guilds don't go together, not me. My standards, the standards I am expected to be at because it's my goddamn duty, are nothing like yours, but adhering to them has never made me better than anyone else, you included! Maybe some of this was my fault, but don't assume you know what I feel!!