[... Stahn's right. Leon doesn't really want to admit it, but they need help here. Leon can't figure it out on his own. No matter how hard he tries, he won't be able to figure this out on his own.
Usually he wouldn't be so put out by this.
But... he's been through so much lately where he has absolutely no control over the situation. The entire nightmare of a spiral had begun when he couldn't do a single thing to help himself or anyone else.
Is this really a change?
Has he just fallen right into yet another situation where he's helpless and incapable of doing anything? For a long moment, Leon wants to protest, the words sharp and harsh and acidic on the tip of his tongue (and the fear in the back of his throat), but he looks at Stahn, and at Stahn's concerned expression, and he slumps, sighing and looking away.]
...Fine. Ask someone if you want.
[He's almost tired of trying at this point, because it feels like no matter how hard he tries... it's doing nothing to bring any semblance of control back to his life.]
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Usually he wouldn't be so put out by this.
But... he's been through so much lately where he has absolutely no control over the situation. The entire nightmare of a spiral had begun when he couldn't do a single thing to help himself or anyone else.
Is this really a change?
Has he just fallen right into yet another situation where he's helpless and incapable of doing anything? For a long moment, Leon wants to protest, the words sharp and harsh and acidic on the tip of his tongue (and the fear in the back of his throat), but he looks at Stahn, and at Stahn's concerned expression, and he slumps, sighing and looking away.]
...Fine. Ask someone if you want.
[He's almost tired of trying at this point, because it feels like no matter how hard he tries... it's doing nothing to bring any semblance of control back to his life.]