spes_phthisica: by nique (Between the trains we're waiting for)
Okita Souji ([personal profile] spes_phthisica) wrote in [community profile] estoria 2015-12-18 02:25 am (UTC)

I don't know, it was more like... with everyone else, I was just trying to, uhm... [Nah, just going to hide his face for a little while more, but he does also curl in closer around Kashuu, leaning his face against his knee. He's not good at the distance thing either.]

I was just trying to sleep with them. Or, well, convince them that it would be a good idea. By flirting really badly. I don't exactly have that much experience in that department.

[Okay, fine, that embarrassment is out of the way, at least. His face feels like it's burning, though, and chances are it's actually not from fever this time. Then again, at the same time, there is something unmistakably soothing about Kashuu's presence even now, and he relaxes a tiny bit.]

So that's quite weird and unusual behavior, really, and just about anything should seem normal compared to that. It's just that it still feels weird that "normal" was being convinced I was in love with you. [And with Yamato, but if he ignores that hard enough, maybe his brain will actually self-destroy that part of it that holds that memory and never let it surface again.]

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