Oh, I see. Even though you used to be my sword, you're a great tactical thinker, is that it?
[Souji is starting to sound pretty drowsy, his words half muffled against Kashuu's hair. Flailing around a bit, he finds a pillow and tucks it behind him, to make sure he won't end up flat on his back if he drifts off. It's not entirely comfortable, but it's better than waking up because he can no longer breathe, which is what usually happens when he sleeps on his back without any elevation - especially since Kashuu sometimes ends up half on top of him.
When he wakes up again, he knows that all the strange tension between them won't have magically gone away, and there will still be moments when the intimacy between them feels like maybe it borders on the unknown and potentially intimidating. It's only easy not to think of something when you don't know that you shouldn't, right? But if they've decided to preserve whatever it is they have regardless, that means they're accepting whatever it might become, and also whatever it might not... right?
That's complicated. Is Kashuu asleep? Maybe he'll pretend he is, just so he can say it one more time without feeling embarrassed.]
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[Souji is starting to sound pretty drowsy, his words half muffled against Kashuu's hair. Flailing around a bit, he finds a pillow and tucks it behind him, to make sure he won't end up flat on his back if he drifts off. It's not entirely comfortable, but it's better than waking up because he can no longer breathe, which is what usually happens when he sleeps on his back without any elevation - especially since Kashuu sometimes ends up half on top of him.
When he wakes up again, he knows that all the strange tension between them won't have magically gone away, and there will still be moments when the intimacy between them feels like maybe it borders on the unknown and potentially intimidating. It's only easy not to think of something when you don't know that you shouldn't, right? But if they've decided to preserve whatever it is they have regardless, that means they're accepting whatever it might become, and also whatever it might not... right?
That's complicated. Is Kashuu asleep? Maybe he'll pretend he is, just so he can say it one more time without feeling embarrassed.]
...I love you.