[If Leon had a choice whether or not to enjoy this, he'd obviously pick no . . . right? It's not the first time he's struggled with this question in his life. If he likes it, he's the kind of person who likes this. If he doesn't, but he has to do it anyway, he's suffering totally pointlessly. Why can't these things ever be easy? Why can't he only like things he wants to like, the kind of things no one will laugh at him or judge him for liking, and also not ever have to do the things he doesn't like?
It's so unfair! It's unfair the way that Togami's tongue touching his makes his spine feel. He knows it's been waaaay too long since he had sex—and it's not like he's got his hands all over some dude right now. Just his mouth. They had to do it. It's not his fault! So no one can give him any shit for this! In fact, they don't have to know!
He bites back on any noises himself, even though having someone's slimy organ in his mouth does feel good to Leon. It always has, because he's not a weirdo like Togami. To say he appreciates sex is an understatement. To say he appreciates sexual acts with men is, well, just don't. Don't say that. He's sure not going to, ever, to anyone!
Leon shifts his body juuuust a bit closer against Togami's, just to test the hold of the vines, which are in fact beginning to give. His range of motion is gradually expanding. If it weren't, he could just pull back now and be done with all this, but . . . it's working. So he has no choice but to keep going—he sucks Togami's tongue into his mouth, then lets it go and nips and tugs at his lip, casting aside as much of his overthinking as he can manage and just letting himself fall into one of his favorite of all activities. He can't control whether to like it or not, only how much of an awkward asshole to be about it later—but it's not later yet. They aren't free yet.]
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It's so unfair! It's unfair the way that Togami's tongue touching his makes his spine feel. He knows it's been waaaay too long since he had sex—and it's not like he's got his hands all over some dude right now. Just his mouth. They had to do it. It's not his fault! So no one can give him any shit for this! In fact, they don't have to know!
He bites back on any noises himself, even though having someone's slimy organ in his mouth does feel good to Leon. It always has, because he's not a weirdo like Togami. To say he appreciates sex is an understatement. To say he appreciates sexual acts with men is, well, just don't. Don't say that. He's sure not going to, ever, to anyone!
Leon shifts his body juuuust a bit closer against Togami's, just to test the hold of the vines, which are in fact beginning to give. His range of motion is gradually expanding. If it weren't, he could just pull back now and be done with all this, but . . . it's working. So he has no choice but to keep going—he sucks Togami's tongue into his mouth, then lets it go and nips and tugs at his lip, casting aside as much of his overthinking as he can manage and just letting himself fall into one of his favorite of all activities. He can't control whether to like it or not, only how much of an awkward asshole to be about it later—but it's not later yet. They aren't free yet.]