[Right. Exactly. No holding back! For the sake of getting the fuck out of here!
The mood has changed this time; it's pretty noticeable. He'd been caught up in it before, and now he's not. They are doing this to get the fuck out of here, with no complicated feelings of pleasure involved. Good. That's for the better, right? It really is exactly what Leon had convinced himself it was!
How annoying.
No one actually likes kissing without any pleasure involved in it. Leon is being reminded of that fact at this very moment. As much as the first kiss had freaked him out, and he still doesn't exactly feel good about it, at least he didn't feel bored and kind of inferior as a lover doing it . . .
So he stops, deliberately, just for a moment, and then begins kissing back again—slower this time, more shallowly, focusing back on making this a good kiss rather than a kiss that's over. He can acknowledge his own motives later, or maybe not. Not sounds good. Don't start with your tongue already down the guy's throat, man, work up to that, play with his lips first, bite just a little—]
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The mood has changed this time; it's pretty noticeable. He'd been caught up in it before, and now he's not. They are doing this to get the fuck out of here, with no complicated feelings of pleasure involved. Good. That's for the better, right? It really is exactly what Leon had convinced himself it was!
How annoying.
No one actually likes kissing without any pleasure involved in it. Leon is being reminded of that fact at this very moment. As much as the first kiss had freaked him out, and he still doesn't exactly feel good about it, at least he didn't feel bored and kind of inferior as a lover doing it . . .
So he stops, deliberately, just for a moment, and then begins kissing back again—slower this time, more shallowly, focusing back on making this a good kiss rather than a kiss that's over. He can acknowledge his own motives later, or maybe not. Not sounds good. Don't start with your tongue already down the guy's throat, man, work up to that, play with his lips first, bite just a little—]