[ Togami still feels a little too impatient to easily go along with any kind of "lazy making out", but he is determined! to not give up and pull away!! So he also ends up making some noises, venting the tension from tolerating this. Why is this so much more difficult now? It was a much easier pill to swallow when it was him making the decision to fulfill an objective, and when it was him deciding to establish dominance. Without either of those justifications, he can't figure out how to rationalize this to himself in a way other than "I have no other choice", which isn't exactly enjoyable to think about.
But he supposes the physical sensations themselves aren't bad. It's unpleasant to think about if you describe it in words—wet and slimy, invasive, direct exposure to each other's germs... But the lips are a sensitive part of the body, and they soak up the stimulation well. And as someone who isn't often physically touched, he finds Leon's arms around his neck strangely soothing.
Thinking about it this way is meditative, and by the time he ends up letting another noise slip, it's more genuinely relaxed. ]
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But he supposes the physical sensations themselves aren't bad. It's unpleasant to think about if you describe it in words—wet and slimy, invasive, direct exposure to each other's germs... But the lips are a sensitive part of the body, and they soak up the stimulation well. And as someone who isn't often physically touched, he finds Leon's arms around his neck strangely soothing.
Thinking about it this way is meditative, and by the time he ends up letting another noise slip, it's more genuinely relaxed. ]