[ . . . . There's a chance. There's a possibility. Those are all things that he's saying and she's... not sure if they're good. She finds herself closer to leaning against the tree now, unsure if her legs will be able to sustain hers if she keeps talking about this. After everything that she's done - she's sacrificed herself for Yona by now, in an attempt to save her and repay her - it's painful to think that she would still be... an unknown.

It feels like so long ago that there was a time where she didn't know Yona and vice versa. What was that even like? So she obscures her face with her hair as tears prick at her eyes and she struggles to find an answer.

For now, she offers this instead:]

... Lili An. [ . . . ] Because if you're going to see me when I'm this pathetic [as much as she hates it] I feel like names should at least be exchanged.

[A quiet retort - a remnant of her spitfire personality despite her unhappiness.]

I.... ["I'm normally stronger than this" is what she wants to say - but is that the truth?] .... apologize. You don't know me or my burden.