[ It's the laughter that makes him lose it, throwing the covers off, pushing himself upright. He's upset and while he's listening to Sano, he's not really hearing him. ]
How the hell would I know? Maybe you're a lot better at it than you claim. You knew, and you kept fucking pushing.
[ Why is this happening? What did he do wrong this time to make this happen? Maybe he should've kept his stupid crush to himself. Maybe he should've done the smart thing from the start and kept himself from falling for her so that he wouldn't have to deal with this later. Maybe, maybe, maybe... but none of it is of any use now. ]
If you were just gonna turn around and stab me in the back later, maybe you should've saved yourself the trouble and just left me in the fucking street! [ ...as if that would've solved anything either, but he's not being rational right now. If he were being rational, he'd have known not to throw that in anybody's faces. What happened then wasn't their fault at all, and he knows it. ]
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How the hell would I know? Maybe you're a lot better at it than you claim. You knew, and you kept fucking pushing.
[ Why is this happening? What did he do wrong this time to make this happen? Maybe he should've kept his stupid crush to himself. Maybe he should've done the smart thing from the start and kept himself from falling for her so that he wouldn't have to deal with this later. Maybe, maybe, maybe... but none of it is of any use now. ]
If you were just gonna turn around and stab me in the back later, maybe you should've saved yourself the trouble and just left me in the fucking street! [ ...as if that would've solved anything either, but he's not being rational right now. If he were being rational, he'd have known not to throw that in anybody's faces. What happened then wasn't their fault at all, and he knows it. ]