[The words fly out of her mouth without permission - all sharp edges and absolute confidence in her words.
They're not. They're not comrades, they'd never agreed to work together on anything because Lili was so careful about that. She's in Kashuu's debt because of how much he's done for her, but he's the one who called them partners, words that Lili could never truly get herself to believe given her own lack of strength. How could she stand beside him?
No. They're not comrades. They're not partners. They might not even be friends - not when the words can't make their way out of Lili's mouth even after everything he's done for her.
There's a long pause as she tries to catch her breath, stop her tears, and when she speaks again it's quiet again.]
It doesn't matter.
Yona doesn't remember me. If I'm lucky - she'll never go through any of this.
[Unlike Kashuu, Lili doesn't know how to cling selfishly to people.
Rather, she's starting to get in the practice of letting them go.]
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[The words fly out of her mouth without permission - all sharp edges and absolute confidence in her words.
They're not. They're not comrades, they'd never agreed to work together on anything because Lili was so careful about that. She's in Kashuu's debt because of how much he's done for her, but he's the one who called them partners, words that Lili could never truly get herself to believe given her own lack of strength. How could she stand beside him?
No. They're not comrades. They're not partners. They might not even be friends - not when the words can't make their way out of Lili's mouth even after everything he's done for her.
There's a long pause as she tries to catch her breath, stop her tears, and when she speaks again it's quiet again.]
It doesn't matter.
Yona doesn't remember me. If I'm lucky - she'll never go through any of this.
[Unlike Kashuu, Lili doesn't know how to cling selfishly to people.
Rather, she's starting to get in the practice of letting them go.]