[ she's not good with people, but she understands what tadashi might be feeling. of course she does, it's what she feels too. i'm dead, so what does it matter? people leave, so why care? all of this is temporary until she returna to whatever state she was before. but she knows that isn't right, too -- she knows that well because she feels it, and she shouldn't, but she can't help it.
tadashi definitely shouldn't. ]
Together, huh.
[ she repeats. it was always easier with him; the one who told her she made the right choice even when he hardly knew her, and it was okay to hear from him because he knew. this stupid state of being dead but not dead. and again, it's unfair.
something in her expression shifts, and she looks as if she wants to say something. her lips press together. she shouldn't, but she's also the type to not stand by when something's so obviously wrong, so--
she thinks of sousei, who didn't have to speak, but he did. ]
You're alive right now, Tadashi. Don't forget that. [ and when she says that, she tries to convince herself too. she's alive right now.
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tadashi definitely shouldn't. ]
Together, huh.
[ she repeats. it was always easier with him; the one who told her she made the right choice even when he hardly knew her, and it was okay to hear from him because he knew. this stupid state of being dead but not dead. and again, it's unfair.
something in her expression shifts, and she looks as if she wants to say something. her lips press together. she shouldn't, but she's also the type to not stand by when something's so obviously wrong, so--
she thinks of sousei, who didn't have to speak, but he did. ]
You're alive right now, Tadashi. Don't forget that. [ and when she says that, she tries to convince herself too. she's alive right now.
she moves a little closer. ]