[ that is definitely vague and it makes him think quite a lot! he bites his own lip thoughtfully, stuck in his thoughts. ]

I wonder. That's the problem when people just disappear. You don't know if they're alive or dead. I'd rather see it for myself.

[ that way he could at least be certain. he crosses his arms, gripping the loose fabric of his kimono tightly. ] Who knows... I've been here for awhile, but I'm not sure why. Like... Why did they choose me instead of Kondou-san, I suppose...

Ha.. It's kind of funny, isn't it. For once I'm not sure what to fight for, or what to do.

[ he's still on the edge of ... not wanting to admit any of this. he's still skirting around what he's truly thinking, what he truly wants to say. it's kind of hard, but for the first time in awhile he's actually felt really lost? because, really, that paperwork he does at his desk can only distract him for so long. ]