[ she doesn't get into it right away, taking some time to hear kashuu's footsteps behind her. but she does get into it eventually, her gaze kept forward. and when she speaks, it's distantly, unwavering. this is history. facts. it shouldn't bother her because it was done, and there was nothing she coukd do about it.
but what she says isn't an explanation. it's not "i was hanging from a pit because i was going to be a sacrifice, and it kind of sucked. it's: ]
How important is duty, Kashuu?
[ it's related to the reasons she let go, but it's also a question she's been asking herself ever since she fell. she needed to die, even if it wasn't there. but would she have done it if she hadn't been forced into that situation?
talking about this with kashuu now reminds her that she's still not sure if she would've been a coward in the end, if she still is. if she was, then. maybe this is when she finds out. ]
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but what she says isn't an explanation. it's not "i was hanging from a pit because i was going to be a sacrifice, and it kind of sucked. it's: ]
How important is duty, Kashuu?
[ it's related to the reasons she let go, but it's also a question she's been asking herself ever since she fell. she needed to die, even if it wasn't there. but would she have done it if she hadn't been forced into that situation?
talking about this with kashuu now reminds her that she's still not sure if she would've been a coward in the end, if she still is. if she was, then. maybe this is when she finds out. ]