[it's almost deafening to stahn too; as much as he tries to block the sounds out, they're there. they're almost deafeningly loud, and as much as his own memories hurt him deeply—sorey's hurt too.
it's hard for him to imagine a situation where he'd have to do that to his own gramps, but the truth of the matter is the fact that they've both incurred terrible losses of the people they care about.]
Sorey... will you be okay? [he hears the pained sound, and... really, it takes a lot for stahn to not succumb to it either. his chest hurts, he wants to scream and cry and maybe just collapse... but he forces it all down and does his best.
maybe if they can try to keep a conversation going until they've gotten outside, they can block out some of the worst parts of this.]
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it's hard for him to imagine a situation where he'd have to do that to his own gramps, but the truth of the matter is the fact that they've both incurred terrible losses of the people they care about.]
Sorey... will you be okay? [he hears the pained sound, and... really, it takes a lot for stahn to not succumb to it either. his chest hurts, he wants to scream and cry and maybe just collapse... but he forces it all down and does his best.
maybe if they can try to keep a conversation going until they've gotten outside, they can block out some of the worst parts of this.]