I've been... [ how has he REALLY been? Mikazuki has so many things he could say in response to that but he (thankfully) not as inclined to spill his innermost thoughts and feelings anymore. Even if he was for some reason, he'd be far too embarrassed to want to express any of it. He'll at least poke his full head out of the blanket at this point, glancing over at Kashuu before attempting his best smile --

-- which comes out less than his best, usual sparkling smile but while it may be weak and while it may falter quickly after...he tried at least. ] I've been very tired. Resting a lot after everything...I think more than that though, I've been unsure. [ It can't be seen but he's definitely, nervously, and tightly holding his hands together. ] It's strange for me to be unsure of myself but I am and I don't know where to go from here.