[What am I doing? is what Ai wonders. And tries very hard to remember.]
... No.
I know... I know that I'm pitiful. And before I did try to protect my sense of self without having anything to fight for because I was afraid of fighting.
[Her voice is a little clearer now.]
But I knew I couldn't live that way. And when I found myself here, I found so many things to fight for. So many people. And there were so many painful things, but I knew I could keep moving forward because I wasn't alone. Everyone's trying their best, not just me. And because of everyone... And because of Hiro, I felt like I was actually myself. I felt like I found out who I was.
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[What am I doing? is what Ai wonders. And tries very hard to remember.]
... No.
I know... I know that I'm pitiful. And before I did try to protect my sense of self without having anything to fight for because I was afraid of fighting.
[Her voice is a little clearer now.]
But I knew I couldn't live that way. And when I found myself here, I found so many things to fight for. So many people. And there were so many painful things, but I knew I could keep moving forward because I wasn't alone. Everyone's trying their best, not just me. And because of everyone... And because of Hiro, I felt like I was actually myself. I felt like I found out who I was.
... But if I'm someone who causes pain...