[That comes immediately--more out of a fear that Stahn will be there than anything. He doesn't want to be around Stahn right now--the urges are even worse then, and that's troubling in and of itself. At least Otome will presumably not judge him for his lapses in...judgment...
But with Stahn, it feels even more uncertain, as though he's doing something he absolutely shouldn't be doing, like he's getting Stahn's hopes up--because Leon's still certain that he's dead and he's not coming back, and doing anything to make Stahn more attached to him is cruel.]
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[That comes immediately--more out of a fear that Stahn will be there than anything. He doesn't want to be around Stahn right now--the urges are even worse then, and that's troubling in and of itself. At least Otome will presumably not judge him for his lapses in...judgment...
But with Stahn, it feels even more uncertain, as though he's doing something he absolutely shouldn't be doing, like he's getting Stahn's hopes up--because Leon's still certain that he's dead and he's not coming back, and doing anything to make Stahn more attached to him is cruel.]
This...is fine. Just keep walking.