But even with Kashuu attempting to justify it a little, and even knowing that Kashuu's right, Leon can't accept it for himself. He put Kashuu in danger through his own incompetence, and it's not like he can handle that ever. He's a knight--or was. And thus it's his duty to be more than that.]
It does not matter if it isn't strange or not. What is normal doesn't matter--I should be able to handle this much. Anything else is unacceptable.
[So he's a bit of a perfectionist for Reasons, but this feels like failure and he hates that even more.]
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But even with Kashuu attempting to justify it a little, and even knowing that Kashuu's right, Leon can't accept it for himself. He put Kashuu in danger through his own incompetence, and it's not like he can handle that ever. He's a knight--or was. And thus it's his duty to be more than that.]
It does not matter if it isn't strange or not. What is normal doesn't matter--I should be able to handle this much. Anything else is unacceptable.
[So he's a bit of a perfectionist for Reasons, but this feels like failure and he hates that even more.]