[His shoulder shake in a quiet, humorless laugh, and he finally lifts his head; his eyes are red-rimmed, though the tears haven't spilled over, yet. He lifts his hand to rub the heel of it over his eyes anyway.]
. . . If you come to mine, I can show you something. If you want. It's—it ain't—
[He takes a deep breath, hating himself for even having to say this.]
—I'd never . . . do anything. Got it? Even if you flipped out on me and ran and never talked to me again, that's nothin' like what happened back in Hope's Peak! I'm not a—
no subject
. . . If you come to mine, I can show you something. If you want. It's—it ain't—
[He takes a deep breath, hating himself for even having to say this.]
—I'd never . . . do anything. Got it? Even if you flipped out on me and ran and never talked to me again, that's nothin' like what happened back in Hope's Peak! I'm not a—
[Murderer.]
. . . I'm not.