I think my specialty back home is pissing everyone off, especially the ones closest to me. Why do we do that to each other?

[Regret is part of what she feels but what good is it to focus on that? Live in the present, blah blah blah, whatever any of that means.]

Making the right decision is hard. Like someone I know once said, sometimes you get so caught up in making the right decision that you don't make the smart decision.

I guess I can see that.