[ she bites her lip until it bleeds so she doesn't cry again. this is better. and she expected him to throw the question back at her, but that doesn't mean she has an actual answer already. ]
Whatever you want is what I want. [ well, that's not true, but she doesn't want to be that selfish anymore. ] If. If you want to be just-- just friends, then... Okay. Or if you want me to go away, then I will. [ even if that's worse than dying. to her, anyway. she just doesn't want to chase after something that probably wasn't meant for her in the first place.
despite not wanting to be selfish, though, that's probably such a selfish thing to say. ]
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Whatever you want is what I want. [ well, that's not true, but she doesn't want to be that selfish anymore. ] If. If you want to be just-- just friends, then... Okay. Or if you want me to go away, then I will. [ even if that's worse than dying. to her, anyway. she just doesn't want to chase after something that probably wasn't meant for her in the first place.
despite not wanting to be selfish, though, that's probably such a selfish thing to say. ]