Really, you should be more clear from the start if it's questioning that you want to do.
[or an interrogation. he's not really sure what it is sousei really wants out of this. answers, obviously, but that's not something souji is going to give up easily. sousei has not earned his trust the way certain other samurai-types have in the past. obviously, he can't play the denial by omission card completely...
but he can't just own up to everything that happened and tell his life story here. in haven, that sort of thing had been more necessary; there hadn't been any other shinsengumi around to ground him and pull him back when his bloodlust got bad. here and now, though? just thinking about the lectures he'd get from hijikata over it are enough to remind him why these are state secrets.]
Really, though. You only believe it was partial influence? I guess I can't stop you from thinking that way, but I'm afraid I don't have much in the way of explanations for you. There's a lot I can't remember very well from that night. [which isn't entirely a lie. there were things about it that were definitely hazy. some of his encounters, things that were said, things of that nature. he remembers killing saitou, he remembering goading hijikata, and he remembers the sword plunging through his chest. he hasn't forgotten, obviously, that he attacked sousei, but like hell if he really remembers specifically what was said or what happened.] I don't think there's much to find worrisome right now at all.
no subject
[or an interrogation. he's not really sure what it is sousei really wants out of this. answers, obviously, but that's not something souji is going to give up easily. sousei has not earned his trust the way certain other samurai-types have in the past. obviously, he can't play the denial by omission card completely...
but he can't just own up to everything that happened and tell his life story here. in haven, that sort of thing had been more necessary; there hadn't been any other shinsengumi around to ground him and pull him back when his bloodlust got bad. here and now, though? just thinking about the lectures he'd get from hijikata over it are enough to remind him why these are state secrets.]
Really, though. You only believe it was partial influence? I guess I can't stop you from thinking that way, but I'm afraid I don't have much in the way of explanations for you. There's a lot I can't remember very well from that night. [which isn't entirely a lie. there were things about it that were definitely hazy. some of his encounters, things that were said, things of that nature. he remembers killing saitou, he remembering goading hijikata, and he remembers the sword plunging through his chest. he hasn't forgotten, obviously, that he attacked sousei, but like hell if he really remembers specifically what was said or what happened.] I don't think there's much to find worrisome right now at all.