I don't think he'd give me a choice, even if I said no.
[which is honestly why she worries about him so much and why she's trying to shoulder the problems of the world. part of it is because it's stuff only she can do, but it would be a lie if she said that it wasn't also partially because she knows ludger wouldn't allow it if she tried to handle things her way with his knowledge.
it's a messy and complicated situation, and one she doesn't think heung soo would get. she barely understands a lot of it herself, and considering she won't even tell ludger what's on her mind, she's not going to burden a near-stranger with it. she gets what he means though.]
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[which is honestly why she worries about him so much and why she's trying to shoulder the problems of the world. part of it is because it's stuff only she can do, but it would be a lie if she said that it wasn't also partially because she knows ludger wouldn't allow it if she tried to handle things her way with his knowledge.
it's a messy and complicated situation, and one she doesn't think heung soo would get. she barely understands a lot of it herself, and considering she won't even tell ludger what's on her mind, she's not going to burden a near-stranger with it. she gets what he means though.]
He's always done that since the beginning anyway.