You can't expect people to blindly forgive you every single time.

[ This is kind of sad. It's a little hilarious in that kind of mutually fucked-up way, but mostly depressing because he keeps getting war flashbacks to every way he's disappointed the people he actually gave a shit about. ]

It's probably for the better. It doesn't seem like CERES is even that coordinated about bringing people over in the first place. It'd be better to find a way out of this place first.