[ How did the situation have to turn into this. Sure, it's not like he doesn't understand what Nam Soon is thinking, or why he's acting the way he is even when Heung Soo tries to drag him inside. He's known Nam Soon for far too long to not get it.
But it doesn't mean it isn't just as difficult to deal with right now. It's not like he can really convey what he wants to say with Sooha and Mireu there.. even though they're walking inside already, it's not like they're completely out of earshot, and it's just going to look weird if he starts whispering a lot of stuff at the other guy. But on the other hand, the last thing he wants is for Nam Soon to have some sort of fit of his own over all this.. Leave it up to the world to have Mom Soo deal with all this at once, huh. ]
Just come. [ He says that on a normal tone, probably audible enough for the other two to still pick up on too even as they're going ahead. It's not until after that his tone drops a little bit, his voice becoming softer as he doesn't let go of Nam Soon even a single moment, not even when he can feel those shoulders getting so rigid under his touch (it stings a little, honestly, but that's just about the last thing he can afford to concern himself with right now.) ]
What crazy thoughts are you having? [ Definitely making sure this isn't audible enough for the other two to pick up on. It'd be the one surefire way to make this all worse. ] As if he could ever be you.
[ Sooha might be a long way more put together than Nam Soon is, sure, but should that matter? It's just this guy taking things way too far as usually in his head. ]
Just don't walk away now, you bastard. [ Because seeing the other's retreating back is the one thing he can't bear after that night at the hospital--
But he doesn't add that. Instead he just tries to tug Nam Soon along to follow him, hoping that it's enough so Sooha and Mireu won't have to wait some suspicious amount of time for them to follow. ]
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But it doesn't mean it isn't just as difficult to deal with right now. It's not like he can really convey what he wants to say with Sooha and Mireu there.. even though they're walking inside already, it's not like they're completely out of earshot, and it's just going to look weird if he starts whispering a lot of stuff at the other guy. But on the other hand, the last thing he wants is for Nam Soon to have some sort of fit of his own over all this.. Leave it up to the world to have Mom Soo deal with all this at once, huh. ]
Just come. [ He says that on a normal tone, probably audible enough for the other two to still pick up on too even as they're going ahead. It's not until after that his tone drops a little bit, his voice becoming softer as he doesn't let go of Nam Soon even a single moment, not even when he can feel those shoulders getting so rigid under his touch (it stings a little, honestly, but that's just about the last thing he can afford to concern himself with right now.) ]
What crazy thoughts are you having? [ Definitely making sure this isn't audible enough for the other two to pick up on. It'd be the one surefire way to make this all worse. ] As if he could ever be you.
[ Sooha might be a long way more put together than Nam Soon is, sure, but should that matter? It's just this guy taking things way too far as usually in his head. ]
Just don't walk away now, you bastard. [ Because seeing the other's retreating back is the one thing he can't bear after that night at the hospital--
But he doesn't add that. Instead he just tries to tug Nam Soon along to follow him, hoping that it's enough so Sooha and Mireu won't have to wait some suspicious amount of time for them to follow. ]