[It really shouldn't be as hard as it is for her to just call him by his name, but there's a whole mess of complicated feelings tied up in that. She can't just make the decision to pretend their professional relationship didn't -- doesn't?? -- exist on her own.
Can she call him by his first name...? She's not sure.]
I... [And she can't even quite put that feeling into words, why she can't just call him by his name so easily. They're far past the point of calling each other by last names only, but calling him by his first name seems too intimate for what they have now.] Then... when speaking with others, should it be Kuzuryuu, again?
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[It really shouldn't be as hard as it is for her to just call him by his name, but there's a whole mess of complicated feelings tied up in that. She can't just make the decision to pretend their professional relationship didn't -- doesn't?? -- exist on her own.
Can she call him by his first name...? She's not sure.]
I... [And she can't even quite put that feeling into words, why she can't just call him by his name so easily. They're far past the point of calling each other by last names only, but calling him by his first name seems too intimate for what they have now.] Then... when speaking with others, should it be Kuzuryuu, again?