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Who: Makoto Naegi and OPEN.
When: 12/24 & 12/25 icly.
Where: Various places.
What: Naegi tries to make sense of things. Or at least fumbles around for a few days trying to make the best of things...same difference!!
Rating/Warning: He's fairly mild but will probably think about murder game trauma being that's a thing that just happened. Probably Dangan Ronpa spoilers but just lemme know if you need me to avoid those (though I'd caution you away from any castmate threads if they happen in that case).
a; grocery shopping (12/24)
b; shopping for something else (12/25)
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When: 12/24 & 12/25 icly.
Where: Various places.
What: Naegi tries to make sense of things. Or at least fumbles around for a few days trying to make the best of things...same difference!!
Rating/Warning: He's fairly mild but will probably think about murder game trauma being that's a thing that just happened. Probably Dangan Ronpa spoilers but just lemme know if you need me to avoid those (though I'd caution you away from any castmate threads if they happen in that case).
a; grocery shopping (12/24)
[ This is not Naegi Makoto's lucky day. He's a fairly terrible ViViD player, as he quickly finds out - game over, because he can't bring himself to attack someone really, and it takes him a while to actually get through things. After that is the power point that seems like it honestly could be an extension of the Mutual Killing game, except for the part where no one is insisting he try to kill anyone (except maybe aliens?) so that's...that's an improvement, but it still doesn't feel very lucky at all. Especially given that the powerpoint covers the end of his world - which, well, didn't he just do this...
...But this is even more literal than the last time, so. Okay. That's a thing. Following that, he can't locate anyone he knows. He tries their names on the CereVice, tries to ask around about the classmates he's misplaced, but there's no real luck there (ironic, given his talent) and while Naegi doesn't believe they're dead or lost to him forever, he does have to admit that at least immediately he might have to focus on something else.
Like picking an apartment, mostly at random (though nothing fancy, in the same way he'd picked a job). And acknowledging that he was hungry, and had to eat. Since he'd been supplied with credits enough for that (though he's going to be frugal, not knowing how long he's there), Naegi heads out to pick up some food since it seems to be left to him to do it...which is actually a nice change of pace. He looks more than a little lost and weirded out even as he locates a store, though. It's...strange. Being outside of Hope's Peak. Nice, except for the whole world-ending and missing classmates thing, but really strange. When was the last time he saw the real sky...? Or a sky that looked as real as this one?
A while, for sure. But Naegi's fascination with the sky is not really useful at this juncture, because he apparently is not skilled enough to walk while staring up and not become a catastrophe. Because that would be just his luck. It's not so much that he trips - although he seems to - but that one of the bags he's carrying breaks - why this - and several bottles of cherry-vanilla cola begin rolling free. Along with several more ordinary and healthy-ish groceries. Sorry if something rolls into you. Or if the short boy chasing after his scattering things gets in your way and trips and/or hinders you, he doesn't intend to do that... ]
A-ah, wait! [ Because talking to the groceries that roll away from him will stop them, clearly.
Honestly, he might also just run into people while looking up and/or around, in which case he'll always immediately stop and begin apologizing. ] I'm sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going... [ And who knows, maybe his bags break. AGAIN. Sorry if he drops a can of soup on your foot or something. Or he just looks apologetic and also lost, how the hell does he get back to his apartment again why this. ]
b; shopping for something else (12/25)
[ Having at least succeeded in getting groceries into his apartment (whatever mishaps happened, at leas the was determined to do that) Naegi ventures out again the next day in the morning, clutching a packet. He'll eventually hit up shops, and can be found taking things out of the packet - specifically, he's trying to find photo frames that will fit a variety of dumb pictures from the manilla envelope he'd been carrying around. He's apparently brought them along to double-check for size, so it's possible to catch a glimpse of them as he frowns and tries to find things that work.c; bike shop (12/25)
...Simple black frames should be all right, right...? But single frames, or one of those photoboard...things? ]
Ah...pardon me! Do you think a collage would look nicer in an apartment...? Or single frames...? I've never really been in charge of decorating anything. [ His parents had done that...well, and he'd never really done much out of the ordinary with his own room. Hadn't had many photographs, either. ]
[ Well, he can't count on those credits to last forever. Even if Naegi hasn't bothered to buy anything other than groceries and photo frames (he...bought a few clothes, but nothing major and mostly jeans and tees, he's very simple in terms of fashion), he doesn't want to do nothing and he should probably at least try to get involved in whatever all this is so he'll better be able to help his friends. Whenever he finally finds them again.
So he's sitting behind the counter of the shop, his nametag pinned to his shirt as he flips through the employee manual, looking more than a little nervous. Those nerves won't abate if someone comes in (what if they ask him something hard) but he'll try to smile all the same. Why are you buying a bike on Christmas? Why is Naegi bothering to do something like go in to work on Christmas? Who knows. ]
Er, welcome! Can I help you with anything?
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[ If you have your own scenario in mind, feel free to throw it at me and I'll roll with it. ]
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As to that, I definitely have time. All I was doing was going back to... [ A pause. .......His. Apartment. He'll find it again eventually... ] Put these things away. And I don't have any frozens, so it's fine.
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[But okay, GOOD, Naegi time is his though his eyebrow lifts slightly at how he trailed off...]
...then, let's go. We can head back toward the residential district. [At a nice, meandering pace so they have plenty of time to chat about this terrible situation and maybe Hinata can mention a few more things that won't cause too much reeling. Yet.]
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[ He has yet to locate the SHSL Detective but he will be so incredibly relieved when he does. ]
That's...this way? [ Pointing...he thinks that's right but he's been here all of a morning so uh we are still learning the map. ]
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[After a pause (he ought to say how he knows which are his classmates), he nods and starts to walk. You got the right direction, Naegi!] Where we were, we were given a file about you and your class, and what happened with all of you while you were locked in Hope's Peak. I don't know if the others remember all of their faces and names, but I can, mostly...
[And he's met several of them in Haven, but that's a whole other can of worms there.]
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[ THAT'S. A THING. Who would be giving them a file of that sort of thing?! Although Naegi had at least gotten used to the idea that the entire thing was broadcast on television anyway. ]
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Along the way, we found out about your class, and the things you'd gone through...
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[ So much for being the "only survivors", not that Monokuma - or Enoshima - had ever been the most trustworthy of people. ]
Eh, but wait, at that point, if it was after ours, the mastermind definitely should have been... [ you know ] We saw that person die...
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[Enoshima... Hinata's expression has steepened just talking about her, but he shakes his head slightly before continuing.] But what happened to us took place in a... different situation from yours. She was still involved in it, but it wasn't her herself, but an AI of her.
We were in... a program. It was originally supposed to be for rehabilitation, but when her AI was uploaded, things went bad.
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[ It's not disbelief. Rather, it's...
How many plans did she have, exactly?! ]
We didn't even consider there'd be something like that, but maybe that's why...she gave in so easily even though I said... [ He didn't really want her dead or anything. Not that he'd felt fondness for Enoshima, but Naegi was...Naegi. But there were a few more special text words in there, weren't there?
> rehabilitation ]
Why were you in such a program? Was it because of what happened to our world? [ Easiest explanation he can think of. ]
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But. This is the Naegi who wanted so badly to save them, even if he doesn't know about that yet. So he nods slowly.]
A... lot of people fell into despair because of her. I think most people did, with only a few hanging on. Some students of Hope's Peak weren't an exception.
My memories of being at Hope's Peak, and later, when I... [...] ...did a lot of bad things were erased, in the hopes I could be saved by overwriting them with good memories made in the program.
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This is News, but he takes it better than, say, Togami might. ]
You don't seem like you're in despair. It...worked? Despite Enoshima-san's interference...I'm sorry that she interfered in such a way.
[ Defeating her was supposed to be the end. ...So he feels a pang of responsibility, because apparently they weren't thorough enough. Or rather, Enoshima outsmarted them...again. ]
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Right now...
wait hold on no why is he apologising he doesn't need to apologise at all naegi pls]
No, you don't have to apologise for that. The responsibility for that is... mine. [He chews a corner of his mouth, shaking his head, and adds:] It hasn't happened for you yet, but you're going to be the one who'll try to save me-- us.
[...I guess he was going to find out sooner or later, but.] Sorry, Naegi. This has to be strange to hear.
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[ It's strange, but then...it's not the first time he's been told about doing things he doesn't remotely remember. And Hinata doesn't seem like he's lying, not that Naegi has always been the best judge of character. If Kirigiri or Togami were there to give an opinion...
Well, they aren't just now, so he'll just go with his gut instinct: trust what's being said to him. ]
...But I'm glad to hear that I tried to help, and that you're all right now. We didn't have any solid plans, but...we definitely all wanted to find a way to help our world. So, it's good to know we found a way to try.
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Not that Hinata's not grateful.]
... Aa, you have. And I appreciate it. After all, if it wasn't for that, we might not have gotten a chance at all and all wound up killed instead.
[Even if things happened the way that they had, at least there's still a chance. However small.]
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[ That moment when the plot of SDR2 is made less crazy by flamines... ]
This...all feels a bit like a science fiction film, honestly..."Flamines"...I keep just picturing flamingos...
[ Which cannot possibly be right. Of course, there's always a chance it's all a crazy dream, but considering the last crazy thing to happen to him was entirely legitimate, he's...
...well, may as well make the best of things, right? ]
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But Hinata just gives him a look before wait no now he's thinking about flamingos.]
...maybe they're alien flamingos. [They never actually got information about what they looked...like...]
I don't really believe their story, though. Just too many things about it... [His is crazy but at least it is a cohesive whole.]
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You're welcome for the flamingos, Hinata. Naegi sadly has some pretty inane thoughts and this is definitely one of them. Now he just has to apologize to an inanimate object and he should be all set. ]
...Alien flamingos...Hagakure-kun would probably have a story about those...
[ Burger-snatching aliens, after all... ]
...Anyway, I watched that entire powerpoint but I didn't really understand a lot of the details. About home, though...if that...program-thing worked, does that mean you don't remember much of what the world was like after that event?
[ ATTEMPTS AT INVESTIGATION...he's slow but methodical. Maybe he'll have things to actually report to Kirigiri, who will doubtless shore up Naegi's methodology with her actual detective instincts. More than that, though, he desperately wants to know more about the world he can't remember. Enoshima only told them just enough to imagine it, and those video shots weren't...well, they told a story, but there had to be more to it. Most of the world had fallen to despair - including this class, apparently? Naegi hasn't asked what "bad things" they'd done as of yet and isn't sure how to broach it - but he wants to know more about the hold outs. ]
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No, I... remember. A lot of it. The thing was, we had to do a forced shutdown at the very end, in order to stop Enoshima's AI. But what the forced shutdown meant was that we'd return to how we'd been just before we were put into the program.
[You might not want to know about that world, Naegi-- Hinata knows he has nightmares remembering. So much death. Treated in such a way that was almost unimaginable. Just some of the things that they'd-- he'd done, he...]
...honestly, we were supposed to return to being in despair, but I remembered what had happened in the program and managed to stay myself. So I can... tell you, some things.
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[ Well, "like to know"...some of it is probably entirely unpleasant, if not all of it. But he'd like to be a little less lost, if possible. It's probably not possible. ]
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Well... there's a group called the Future Foundation who've been working to try and bring the world back from despair.
Things have gotten slightly better... especially since Enoshima died and her closest followers were...scattered, but it's still rough. [Hinata frowns. Kamukura... hadn't been that interested in it all getting better. Shockingly. He hadn't been interested in much.]
But, back there, crime rates skyrocketed, governments lost control of their countries, terrible pollution occurred worldwide where the air was poisonous to breathe in places... it was almost impossible to find one completely safe place.
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The Future Foundation...could those be the people who tried to get us out...?
[ He's still not made the ENOSHIMA'S FOLLOWERS connection from "we were in Despair" and that may take him longer than it will take Kirigiri if and when Naegi relates all of this to her. He's not the detective, even if he can get through class trials with patience and persistence. ]
It's still hard to believe that one person...could have caused such a thing to take off.
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[Hinata shakes his head slowly with a small grimace.] It's hard to believe, though, isn't it? Enoshima's good at manipulating things, but she also manipulated others, caused them to fall into despair and help her...
[...] Do you know what it was that started it all?
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[ A half-hearted shrug, as he readjusts his grip on his groceries. ]
...After all, not knowing is also a sort of despair, or rather she wanted us to be afraid of choosing the exit....
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What kicked it off was... actually at Hope's Peak. Yours wasn't the first "mutual killing" that she set up. There was another one before that, before the world became what it was.
And she used that incident. [Hinata raises his hand to his head, absently swiping his fingers over his temple, kneading.] I guess you probably don't remember the reserve course of Hope's Peak, right?
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At least, I definitely don't recall reading about anything like that...and since I can't remember those two years at Hope's Peak, I don't remember learning about it.
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