[And that... That's the last straw. She feels herself shake and releases her hands from him trying to regain her train of thought that's suddenly heated up. For her, this is a new emotion. It's bubbling up inside of her and she feels like it'll boil over if she doesn't control herself. But those words just hit her like a wave, bringing along with it, the words of other people that before she accepted humbly and passively.
"You're born with so much, but the rest is useless."
"You could be better. Being concerned over such things is a waste of time."
"The other girls have better control, but aren't half as powerful as you..."
"Why can't you be more like...?? She never... She did... She would... She could"
She tries to recall other words, from the one who gave her the smallest spark of hope, hope that she wasn't defective even if she was well made in all other aspects...
Then I pray that your kindness endures even if..."
The fact of the matter is, is that she's already let impulse take over and the words of anger and frustration spill over before she can even think carefully.]
Then clearly, anything I do and everything I am are all of those things.
[Her blue eyes have lost their usual gentleness and they threaten to burn with tears of anger. Ai whips around, marching to a nearby exit.]
Good night!
[This is a good a time as any to go out to the gardens and cool down. ]
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"You're born with so much, but the rest is useless."
"You could be better. Being concerned over such things is a waste of time."
"The other girls have better control, but aren't half as powerful as you..."
"Why can't you be more like...?? She never... She did... She would... She could"
She tries to recall other words, from the one who gave her the smallest spark of hope, hope that she wasn't defective even if she was well made in all other aspects...
Then I pray that your kindness endures even if..."The fact of the matter is, is that she's already let impulse take over and the words of anger and frustration spill over before she can even think carefully.]
Then clearly, anything I do and everything I am are all of those things.
[Her blue eyes have lost their usual gentleness and they threaten to burn with tears of anger. Ai whips around, marching to a nearby exit.]
Good night!
[This is a good a time as any to go out to the gardens and cool down. ]