[and that grin doesn't go unnoticed. she's been a liar for far too long, she can see someone's change easily.]

Do I like the party? Nah it's fucking shit. Do I like all of.... this place? Well... it ain't much different from the prison I was at before, so it's fine, feels way too familiar in fact. And besides, if I'm supposed to fight or whatever... then fuck it, I'll do it.

[for the people she's become closer with back home, for her brother, and for herself. no more running away, she'll fight if she feels it's the best thing to do. and besides, she's used to not having very many choices, it's always just been do it or die.]