[ Chuutarou doesn't (can't) even think at first passed "Ten-nii left again and he promised so Sou-nii has to be lying (except Chuutarou saw, he knew Ten-nii wasn't at home, and Sousei never lied to him yet, about anything).
It took until Sousei crouched down for him to stop that circular thought, a plea for Sousei to --make it better, take back the last several minutes, say it was a joke, say anything that meant the heartbreak would go away and Ten-nii would pop-up and be laughing like he always was-- filling him completely, leaving his sobs no room to be loud and drowned out Sou-nii's words.
They weren't the words he wanted. Not by a long shot. But they had hope ]
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It took until Sousei crouched down for him to stop that circular thought, a plea for Sousei to --make it better, take back the last several minutes, say it was a joke, say anything that meant the heartbreak would go away and Ten-nii would pop-up and be laughing like he always was-- filling him completely, leaving his sobs no room to be loud and drowned out Sou-nii's words.
They weren't the words he wanted. Not by a long shot. But they had hope ]
You mean h-[ hic ]-he did-dn't wanna g-go?