[ and that's what the easy thing to say is. somehow being blunt and disagreeable was so much easier than extending a hand in some kind of companionship that she. wasn't at all used to.
but despite the slight narrowing of her eyes, or the curtness of her tone, she's saying all of this to dissuade him from rejecting her help. she's already decided awhile ago that this was what she wanted--needed to do, and with sousei helping her so much milla's not at all going to back down from that decision.
not that she would've normally. ( ... it's really odd, that she can think about something like this now. ) ]
... Don't make this about me when it's about you. [ god, why does she need to say this out loud. ] Of course I don't have to deal with anything. But--
[ he didn't have to search for elle. he didn't have to do a lot of things. he didn't have to make being here a little more bearable. but that's just always something she's going to keep quiet; favors repaid solely through action.
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[ and that's what the easy thing to say is. somehow being blunt and disagreeable was so much easier than extending a hand in some kind of companionship that she. wasn't at all used to.
but despite the slight narrowing of her eyes, or the curtness of her tone, she's saying all of this to dissuade him from rejecting her help. she's already decided awhile ago that this was what she wanted--needed to do, and with sousei helping her so much milla's not at all going to back down from that decision.
not that she would've normally. ( ... it's really odd, that she can think about something like this now. ) ]
... Don't make this about me when it's about you. [ god, why does she need to say this out loud. ] Of course I don't have to deal with anything. But--
[ he didn't have to search for elle. he didn't have to do a lot of things. he didn't have to make being here a little more bearable. but that's just always something she's going to keep quiet; favors repaid solely through action.
she shakes her head. ]
--It doesn't matter, anyway.