[A bit of low personal self-esteem is a part of it, but the bigger truth is that she's simply not used to people noticing her or caring about her. Also that she's never really been hospitalized before.]

Where I am from... [Hm, how to put this nicely.] ...I did not have any friends. Most people did not want to associate with the young master and I.

[Yeah, that's about the best way to put it.]

It is very different, here.