[it's a single word that seems to answer both of her questions at once. and really, he expended so much energy and brainpower just trying to tell her that much that roxas doesn't even know what else he can say.
though it may pale in comparison to how much this affects him, roxas knows this can't be easy for mary to hear, either. even without knowing of any feelings beyond their friendship, the fact that he'd told her that he'd never be able to understand things like love because he didn't have a heart hurt her.
—now he has one, and he still has not even the slightest understanding of those things. even when knowing the truth, he's not sure what the truth is at this point. so he falls quiet, and hardly even realizes the way he leans against her a little more when their shoulders touch; it's strangely instinctive to the point that it doesn't register with roxas that he's doing it. but clearly... he needs some kind of support here right now.]
I just wanted... to clear my head. [which obviously is not working out too well at all.]
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[it's a single word that seems to answer both of her questions at once. and really, he expended so much energy and brainpower just trying to tell her that much that roxas doesn't even know what else he can say.
though it may pale in comparison to how much this affects him, roxas knows this can't be easy for mary to hear, either. even without knowing of any feelings beyond their friendship, the fact that he'd told her that he'd never be able to understand things like love because he didn't have a heart hurt her.
—now he has one, and he still has not even the slightest understanding of those things. even when knowing the truth, he's not sure what the truth is at this point. so he falls quiet, and hardly even realizes the way he leans against her a little more when their shoulders touch; it's strangely instinctive to the point that it doesn't register with roxas that he's doing it. but clearly... he needs some kind of support here right now.]
I just wanted... to clear my head. [which obviously is not working out too well at all.]