[one of these days, he'll figure that part out. but this is all still hard on him, and he's still not sure what to make of some things.
mary's always been here for him since they met; that much is true. he can't pretend otherwise, and he wouldn't try to deny that she's helped him. but having been burned as badly in the past as he has by everyone—the organization, axel, xion, riku, diz, nearly anyone he's ever met at length—things get difficult. he's still not sure if she'll always be there.
cerealia's a finicky place. it's not like he'd hold that against her as a betrayal, but he's still not sure.
but it's a feeling he keeps to himself. her support is good, and he appreciates it, but he feels bad enough about making her worry. ]
Better... I hope you're right. I hope this is things getting better, but I guess there's no way to know until later, right?
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mary's always been here for him since they met; that much is true. he can't pretend otherwise, and he wouldn't try to deny that she's helped him. but having been burned as badly in the past as he has by everyone—the organization, axel, xion, riku, diz, nearly anyone he's ever met at length—things get difficult. he's still not sure if she'll always be there.
cerealia's a finicky place. it's not like he'd hold that against her as a betrayal, but he's still not sure.
but it's a feeling he keeps to himself. her support is good, and he appreciates it, but he feels bad enough about making her worry. ]
Better... I hope you're right. I hope this is things getting better, but I guess there's no way to know until later, right?