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What new and wonderful and exciting ViViD level awaits you today? What fun time will you have in ViViD this time? Surely it will be a work of art that CERES has been working on for months and months --

Actually, wait, CERES isn't even around, are they?

Uh oh.


Bzzzzzzzzzzzzzt.

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PHASE I

[ ??:?? ] This time, ViViD is a deathtrap.

There is random magma everywhere, monsters will spawn at random, and at some points, the game is entirely unplayable. It’s like the dev team totally disappeared mid-constructing the level.

Oh wait, that’s exactly what happened.

Monsters may spawn on top of you, you may suddenly be standing in a poisonous bog, you may suddenly lose your powers, or your senses, or so many different things --

It’s time to get out of here, ASAP.

Thankfully, the exit is obvious. Like. Blindingly obvious. It’s got a big sign over it that says EXIT

And just like that, you’ll be out of ViViD and --

PHASE II

[ 08:30 ] When you wake up (and it’s strange, because you were sure that you were logging out just a second ago), it’s in a pile of bodies.

They’re cold, but not in the same sense that a dead body would be cold. While they are lifeless and look incredibly real, they don’t feel real. They feel like dolls, mannequins, empty models and nothing more. Their code doesn’t seem to be functioning right.

And what some characters may realize upon looking at this pile of bodies is that they are all of the characters who were sacrifices before. Any character that was dropped who had a high magical or spiritual affinity is there in that pile of bodies, lifeless and eyes blank and vacant. Even you might be there, staring at your own dead body -- but it isn’t real It can be touched, but it’s really nothing more than a lifeless body.

You’ll have to crawl out of that pile of bodies to get anywhere, and then you’ll realize -- you’re in the Sanctuary, a building built by the characters as a safe place from CERES. And it’s looking pretty run-down at this point. The technology in it no longer functions, there is no security on it whatsoever…

Oh, and now there’s a pile of bodies. Great.

PHASE III

[ 10:00 ] There’s also a robot.

It’s wandering from place to place, though it’s impossible to follow. One second it’s there, the next it’s just gone.

Also, it’s wearing this. Weird.

But even with that on its face, the robot seems focused on one thing in particular. In fact, it has a sign, and it says:

Down with CERES. Up with Robots.

That’s a happy, cheerful message. If you try to go up to it to talk to it, it will look at you before...bonking you on the head with the sign and running off. That’s incredibly rude.

Alternatively, you may be safe and sound in your home, but then the doorbell rings, and there’s the robot again. The duck mask is gone, but now instead it has a pin on his fake lapel, and then he’s shoving a pamphlet at you.

He tips his hat, and then he’s gone. Weird.

(Also, if you hold onto the pamphlet, it will lead you directly to the person whose picture is on it, and you’ll feel like you’ve known them and have loved them for years.)

PHASE IV

[ 12:45 ] But not all is fun and games and shenanigans. There is something...well, strange happening, and the first real realization of that will be when it starts to rain. More than just the localized rain that a few unfortunates have dealt with -- no, it’s raining completely and totally, and that’s when it might hit you.

For the first time in Cerealia, there’s weather.

It’ll rain for a few hours, and then it’ll stop and become hot and sunny. It may get humid, considering it’s a jungle planet. At night, it’ll get rather cold.

Seems like whatever was keeping Cerealia’s atmosphere stable is now gone -- which also means that characters may start to occasionally experience headaches, nausea and dizziness if they go too close to the walls. It seems safer in the center of the city, and the Residential District is still okay, but… there’s no doubt that the planet’s atmosphere is starting to encroach on the city.

BONUS

[ why o'clock ] But who cares about all of that? More importantly, you are here in this… totally not shoddy city to have fun, and it’s still being advertised as a pleasure colony. Or, well, it would be if, you know, CERES was still around.

But close enough.

And as a pleasure colony, it would figure that the first robots to really get fixed are...well, the Pleasure District robots. Unfortunately, the Pleasure District is still a nice big mess, so now they’re wandering the entire colony, looking for people they can hug, massage or...try to drag into more explicit activities.

Welcome to Cerealia!


[ Remember to apply proper warnings on threads with sensitive or inappropriate material and do let a mod know if your thread careens off into maiming or canoodling so we can lock the log. ]

//RUN.EXE

Welcome to Cerealia's September intro log! For your convenience, we have compiled the characters' arrival experience here, and should you have any questions, feel free to ask them here! You can also check the FAQ for more general inquiries. Should this event log hit Captcha, there is an all-purpose overflow here. Thank you!

onethousen: (ask | hmm?)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-15 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ It might make her feel a little better before she realises screaming isn't as satisfying as it used to be. As it is, she avoids really looking at the bodies, not wanting to find she does recognise faces amoung those shown there. She already knows that there's a number of friends of friends who may be there, if it's the kind of bad joke that's about the code-born who'd been sacrificed before...

... and she doesn't want to find faces of those she actually knows here, either. Last time it'd been like that in the ViViD level. Here when it's... not, right? This really is the Sanctuary? She rubs at her forehead, then holds out a hand to the (definitely) older young man.

She can probably help him up. You know, by throwing her all into it!
]

It's okay. You don't need to apologise for something you didn't do. We can both get out of here now, though.
jinko: (73.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-15 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
It's... this is all a little eerie, isn't it...?

[ He takes that proffered hand, gingerly gets up on his feet without pulling on Chihiro's arm too much. He's not sure to what extent he should be taking this seriously, because the last time he was here— and he's been here before— so many of these 'events' happened without any explanation, and usually without much consequence. Just another blip, just another glitch.

Nevertheless, he looks worried as he turns his back on the non-corpses. His fingers unfurl from her hand, and grip a little tightly into his palm.
]

Do you know why this is... ah, never mind. Let's find a place to sit down, maybe— [ where are his manners!! ] —o, oh, I'm Atsushi, by the way!
onethousen: (determined | close this door)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-15 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
Mm!

[ She nods, having braced herself and leaned backward when she pulled him up to his feet. She still avoids looking overlong at the pile of bodies. She can acknowledge they exist without needing to closely examine them.

Once combing over body bags for survivors had been enough. She still has nightmares, sometimes, and none of them had been real. She shifts away, glancing back over her shoulder toward the exit to this place. She's only been here once or twice before that she remembers. Last time there'd been people who aren't even here anymore. (They better not be in that pile of doll-corpses... she won't check. Not this time.) His return to manners prompts the same out of her with a hurried little glance, as if she's feeling like she can't risk an offense at this juncture. The bow of her head is brief and dipping, more of a bounce than anything else, her hands curling together in front of her stomach.
]

It's nice to meet you, Atsushi-san! I'm Chihiro. Um, and if we are where I think we are, there should be places to sit outside not too far from here.

[ It's an invitation when she takes a few steps back and turns, making her cautious way toward the exit. She checks for him with a glance back over her shoulder, hesitating until she's sure he's also moving along. ]
jinko: (101.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-15 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
Chihiro...-chan? It's nice to meet you too, and—

—thanks. Let's head over there, first.

[ He tries for that diminutive with the same timidity he carries with him everywhere, before he seems to become a bit more emboldened to his own cause. She nods at him and he nods back, though he still doesn't carry himself with the sort of ease that most people reasonably should— he follows, and it's obvious that he's doing his concerted best not to look over his shoulder.

Once they're past the exit and far enough away from his initial landing spot, Atsushi breathes a long sigh. What an ordeal.
]

What a day...
onethousen: (walk | on a journey)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-16 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ She seems to find no objection to how he calls her, nodding her head and keeping up a brisk pace in getting out of this place. Creepy was getting too commonplace both inside and outside of ViViD.

She wasn't sure what that meant for the future. Maybe the fight was going to be on top of them before too long. Regardless, she turns her mind away from images of blood and violence, shying away from them until she needs to face them in truth. He sighs nice and long, she sighs out short and soft, craning her head back to look up into the sky. Humidity makes wearing her raincoat less of a pleasant option, but she also didn't like being drenched. There was a balance in there somewhere.
]

That wasn't one of the better moments. You'd probably have liked the watermelon a lot more.

[ Not because she thinks he's new, but because she does know he wasn't there. ]

Let's work on having a better day from here on forward.

[ No more fake dead people. Please, no more of them. ]
jinko: (99.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-16 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ "Let's work on having a better day". He matches her stride after a few uneven paces, owlish eyes widening in surprise before they narrow in something slightly more fond at her very sensible, very positive piece of advice. ]

—I'd definitely like that. Aha, I guess it can only get better, right?

[ atsushi no why do you jinx things this way

Brushing his already-unkempt hair out of his face, he swivels on his feet for a panorama shapshot of his surroundings.
]

Actually, I... was here before. But it looks like so much of this place has changed... I almost don't recognize it.
onethousen: (huh | water god ahoy)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-16 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ Tragically, they were later discovered having been mobbed and lovingly suffocated by a wild herd of reactivated robots from the pleasure district. Good death, guys. Good death.

As it is, she glances at him over her shoulder, flashing him a short lived smile. She'd prefer to believe in the better possibilities. She's too aware of the others, but not to the depth of contrast that an older, more experienced person would be.
]

As long as we think of things that way.

[ Since otherwise she knows things could get worse. Current efforts mean the city isn't also crawling in garbage... still, what he says takes her by surprise. She knows it happens, but usually it's more sudden than what this feels like. Especially if he has trouble recognising the whole of the colony.

Chihiro gives him a solemn nod, looking forward and out at the streets and buildings. Even from when she arrived, they've all changed. Mostly for the worse.
]

Things started breaking down after the one woman terminated Mosley-san. The robots went weird at first, and the trains derailed, and then all the robots went off with the lights and power everywhere. I've only recently started seeing the robots be active again.

[ Still, for one girl in a raincoat, it simply seems to be the status quo. For her, it is, so... ]

What was it like before? Did the electronics not attack? Oh, and were there more people? It keeps feeling like there are fewer and fewer around... we're getting rain now. Real rain, not just spirit rain.
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jinko: (40.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-16 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ She's younger than him, smaller than him, slighter than him— but even so, Atsushi feels somewhat humbled by her sense of calm, as if she's weathered a war instead of... whatever Cerealia'd decided to throw at her. Which might as well be wars, if what she's saying is true. ]

T— terminated?!

[ That's not the sort of thing he wanted to hear, and especially not so blithely, but. It is what it is, and despite his obvious discomfort, Atsushi doesn't make her elaborate further. He's quick to bury his own concern in providing answers, maybe because he doesn't want Chihiro to have to explain. ]

Th, that is... yeah, the city was definitely much more lively. And there was never any sort of weather, even if the electronics tended to go a little crazy at times.

I... guess it was never safe, but it never felt... like this.

[ Strange, hostile, dilapidated. He's not eloquent enough for those descriptors, unfortunately, and just makes a vague gesture with his hands. 'All of this'. ]
onethousen: (determined | close this door)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-17 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Considering her conversations with Kashuu adopted war metaphors, she's (highly unprepared but trying to be) in a "this is war" mentality. It's so foreign in so many ways that she's still not sure what it means. But she does know death, or aspects of it, and she does know threats of violence along with violent actions. It's not enough.

It is something, but it isn't enough.

She only nods to confirm the "terminated," not hazarding how likely that was or wasn't to mean the literal termination and not just employment severance. She follows along with the way he directs the conversation, curious, even as she tries to remember what her first two weeks here were like. More functional, that was for sure.
]

Yeah... Um, there were lots of bad things that could happen, from what I read and was told... and I just learned that you can die here, and come back. Like you're in a game, only when outside of the game too.

[ It makes her feel sick to her stomach, so she leapfrogs on past that admission. ]

Mm, the city hasn't done well, but um. It's not all bad! There were those of us who helped clean up the spoilable stuff, the stuff that would be garbage? Because the garbage robots went down with all the rest. There's food at the warehouses, and we had watermelon not that long ago, and fireworks? Just a few of us, but it was nice. Plus the people like us are still really friendly. We don't forget about each other.

[ Don't let her be in charge of the motivational speeches... ]
jinko: (30.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-17 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's aware of all the unsavory things that go on here, the death-and-revival that some people have grown to find... not trivial, but normalized. His expression twists with her mention of the subject, but that's hardly her fault— best to move right along. ]

That's...

[ Thin fingers twist in the fabric of his pants, as if he's scavenging for the right words to say here. ]

...Good. That's good. [ Repeated, just to convince himself. He tries for a weak smile. ] It's good to start somewhere, right? I'm glad everyone's working together.

[ Every cloud, silver lining, etc. ]

Are... are the credits still working? Because it looks like I still got some when I arrived, so— if I can pool my resources for everyone, please let me do that.
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onethousen: (listen | to what you're saying)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-17 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His question is met with a pause, Chihiro's own hands coming together and interlacing over her stomach. Ah... she's not sure how well things really are doing. ]

Um... credits still work! Not all the stores work, or have people working in them, because of the robots...

[ She trails off; it's been difficult having acknowledged that she'd been walking over the line into thievery even when doing little more than attempting to help the people around her through her job with the pigs at the racetrack. Difficult times called for creative efforts. ]

I... I don't know if we're that organsied, I'm sorry. When people ask for help we're helping each other, or learning from each other, but we're not that...

[ She frowns, not able to find any words that will help out in this situation. At last, she falls back on simple enough terminology: ]

We don't have a boss we're listening to, so I don't know that we have a resource pool except what friends are doing with each other. I really don't know much of anything about that. I'm sorry.

[ She repeats, because she's sincerely apologetic. It's the kind of stuff she's not on top of because she's still ten and learning, and she hasn't seen a single unified front. Only lots of small, unified fronts, ones that come together then break apart again like foam on waves coming to shore. ]

I'm really sorry that I don't know.
jinko: (7.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-18 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, no. That's—

[ She keeps apologizing to him, as if the broken facilities and the abandoned storefront are somehow her responsibility. She's still so young, and the world is always just a little cruel to people to don't deserve it, so Atsushi shakes his head vigorously, long stray bang whipping back and forth. ]

—You don't have to apologize, Chihiro-chan. You've already done so much; and it's fine, I know it couldn't have been easy.

[ Surviving is never a pretty ordeal, and Atsushi knows that secondhand from his sordid past, from learning how humans operate in a microcosm where a misstep leads to punishment and good deeds are rewarded with being allowed to breathe. He doesn't hold the lack of organization against anyone— why should he?

So he smiles, and rocks back and forth on the balls of his feet.
]

It's been brave of you to live like this, you know?
onethousen: (smile | going about my day)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-19 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Is it brave? She guesses yes, in some sense; but she doesn't think of herself as brave. She also doesn't think of herself as not-brave, at least in the context of Cerealia. Bravery has been something she's called on for the sake of helping others. Largely those who she considers friends, or those around her age. It's still... it's nice to hear, even from a stranger. She tucks her chin in, eyes falling to the pavement, watching cracks and seams there as her cheeks turn a little ruddier in hue.

Is she brave? Enough, she supposes, but in her estimate...
]

We all have to be brave and stubborn to keep living. Giving up isn't a real choice.

[ Her smile is still small, but determined, like she has to hold on tight to that glimmer of brightness when it's so very hard to figure out what stability can mean in a collapsing environment. The humidity, the rain, the robots who are coming back online being strange, the continued silence from CERES, her concerns about contracts and the Flamines (as a collective boogeyman, sometimes little more than mental puppets dressed in Victorian gowns with red painted nails held against her throat) and the Spirit Gods who didn't want them... it's overwhelming.

She has to shut that part of herself down and let it wash past. She chooses to believe they'll get through this by whatever means possible.
]

You're brave enough for it too. And you're kind. It's important to be kind, especially now.

[ That's a whole different kind of strength and bravery in her mind. ]
jinko: (99.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-19 12:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He knows that some portions of his kindness are bred from cowardice, that overwhelming fear of being rejected and cast away for one false word or action. His 'kindness' is a brand that could spur disdain at its worst, but it's the only way he understands how to accept himself— by trying, by pressing forward with what little he has.

His strength is warped and built upon years of subjugation, but it's also a part of him. This is it, this is what he has to work with.

And if it gives someone some measure of strength— well.
]

Haha... I don't know if it's anything as good as that. I can only do what I can, after all.

[ His feet shift over irregular concrete, and when he smiles, it's with no small degree of contentment. When push comes to shove, he's easy to please. ]

But...! I'm what some people would call an 'Ability User'. So— you can rely on me!
onethousen: (ask | hmm?)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-19 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She's young enough that she can still simplify things. Understanding the depths of peoples motivations to act and behave as they do is it and miss, based on her understandings of the people in question. She can afford to believe what she chooses to believe for the time being. She doesn't always have the luxury. ]

We can all only do what we can do.

[ Not that it feels like an "only" when one decides to act. Not to her. She perks up at the "ability user," having seen such an array of unusual capacities out of the people she's met here (and the spirits she met before here) that she's curious what he means in specific. ]

What kind of ability is it you use?
jinko: (25.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-20 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ Because his past experience in Cerealia has largely taught him that keeping his Ability under wraps is ridiculously pointless, Atsushi is less shy about it than he might have been. There's still a degree of hesitation before he opens his mouth, but his explanation is devoid of self-deprecation. Just a statement of fact. ]

Uh, well. I'm a were-tiger.

[ Pause for emphasis. ]

I don't usually fully transform anymore, but... I'm pretty sturdy in a fight.
onethousen: (curious | peers out)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-20 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ She has to ... no, she largely doesn't understand the "were" (go figure), but once he says transforms her face lights up with understanding. She nods twice; she guesses that is indeed an ability. ]

A tiger?

[ She ends up smiling. ]

I'm sure you're very impressive to see.

[ Predators likely are, though she's never seen a tiger in person before. It's something she's more nonchalant about after seeing the transformations that Haku and the bath house workers performed under their own magics. What's more interesting is hearing that he doesn't... need to fully transform? ]

Though um. If it's not too rude to ask... What do you mean about being pretty sturdy in a fight?

[ Does he just take a lot of damage and not... fall down? ]
jinko: (58.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-20 01:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His half-transformations are likely very disappointing to those who expect to see him as a giant huggable tiger (he is quite a handsome tiger when he lets the beast take over, sadly), but her compliment prompts a shy shuffle from him, hands laced behind the small of his back and his posture just a fraction straighter than before.

He tries to say something along the lines of 'thank you' to that first bit, but fancies that that might sound a bit arrogant. Have a little clearing of the throat, instead.
]

—It isn't rude at all. What I mean is... my ability allows me to heal fairly quickly, so I can take more than a few hits.

[ Proudly, as if the ability to live through skewering and stabbing is something to be commended, instead of something to be concerned about. ]

So...! I can definitely protect you, if something bad ever happens.
onethousen: (quiet | tying back the ponytail)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-21 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ She has a hard time imagining transformations as being anything less than impressive; partial ones all the more so, though if she thinks on it too hard, she'll start seeing him with random tiger parts. Not even white tiger parts, since she doesn't make that immediate assumption. Imagine with her Atsushi wandering with golden tiger arms and stripes around his eyes, whiskers under his chin, curved ears jutting out of his white hair. Of course, then there's the tail, and probably too much soft, white fur at his throat; it's a discombobulated image that she dismisses out of hand in light of what else he says.

Chihiro comes to a stop, reaching out to Atsushi with a serious look on her face. Her problem here is she believes him. She absolutely believes him. And that's frightening, for those exact concerning reasons.
]

Thank you, Atsushi-san, but please promise me that you won't just get injured because you can live through it. It's... It's admirable, that you're willing to do that, but I'd prefer if you help others without getting hurt too in the process. Okay?

[ Not that she'd flinch away from the blood, and it's reassuring to hear he heals fairly fast, but in her mind that doesn't make being injured acceptable. Especially not here. ]

I don't want you hurt if there's another way.

[ She says (and thinks) the same at the sword spirits, at the adults in her life, and at the other kids in her life. As simple as an introduction and acknowledgement of their shared situation in Cerealia is, Chihiro has already slotted Atsushi in as someone to care enough about to not want see hurt. (It's an extremely tough vetting process.) ]

But you're a fighter, so I know that getting hurt is something that will happen. Even those of us who aren't fighters get hurt. Just... try, please. Even if that's selfish of me to ask.

[ Which it is. Demanding that a stranger promise not to get hurt if they can help it is very selfish indeed. Who can really promise something so large as that? Who would? ]

Try to protect people without it being at the expense of yourself.

[ It's not just him she's talking to, for all that he's the only one she's speaking to standing right there. ]
jinko: (42.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-22 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ Owlish eyes blink, slowly, at Chihiro's reaction. Not in any way because her words are unpleasant, but because they're delivered with a gravitas that he wasn't expecting.

In a way, he surrounds himself with people for whom hurting is an unfortunate norm. He found his mentor drowning himself in a river, found a little girl who he vowed to protect with bombs strapped to her small chest; pain is the big constant, and it's all he can do to minimize others' misfortunes by sitting and sharing them. His grand philosophy is 'you are not alone, I feel this too.'

So... how best to contribute when he's not bleeding, protecting? For a second he looks lost, before he edges into a light laugh.
]

Aha, don't worry. It's not that I look to get hurt, after all... if I can avoid a fight, that's the best way to solve things.

[ Because he's reckless, yes, but he's not exactly looking for trouble. It just finds him... somehow... ]

But if something does go wrong, I'm not exactly a trained fighter. So that's why I'm bound to get a few hits. I promise I'm not looking to get myself killed...!

[ SO HE SAYS. ]

It's really kind of you to say so, though. Don't worry— w, we can always try to talk things over first, right?!
onethousen: (determined | close this door)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-22 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ The tension in her shoulders doesn't relax much, but it does start to, just in degrees, when he responds. Understanding better what he means, in that he's not a trained fighter either, and that he gets hurt because he doesn't have those reflexes. It's better than he can survive through that, and she'll always believe as much.

But it doesn't make it rest easy in her mind.
]

Or run away, if that's safer.

[ She nods, accepting that this is as much of any kind of promise she can ask for (or that she shouldn't have asked in the first place). She doesn't want to be facing dying friends; she's still feeling out the disappearing friends trick that Cerealia pulls without so much as blinking. She sticks out her hand, as if to shake hands.

We'll remember to talk things out first. Okay? Talk or run away if we can.

[ She promises not to throw herself purposefully into danger. She does that without trying, but so far, there's been enough luck on her side to slide by and survive. WATCH HER DIE TOMORROW no ]
jinko: (7.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-23 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ CHIHIRO NO no death.... no murder... not yet

Something about this is funny, because none of the people around him have ever really advocated running away, either— hurtling oneself head-on into tough situations wasn't quite encouraged, but it was never expressly discouraged, either. Even after the few times that Atsushi'd been sat down for a stern talking-to, the cardinal rule of 'don't be a hero' and 'we can't save everyone' was never fully enforced.

So being told to run away is... well. Atsushi laughs about it because it's so refreshing, and takes the proffered hand with his callused palm.
]

No promises about running away, but— I'll definitely keep it in mind.

[ Once he shakes on it, he gently lets go and tips his head to the side. ]

Sorry for asking something that might be impolite, but... are you living by yourself, Chihiro-chan...? I only ask because you seem a lot younger than me...

[ A small girl living all by her lonesome?! Say it ain't so. ]
onethousen: (ask | hmm?)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-23 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ Right, right, save it for endgame... or never, it's all good??!

She finds his laughter surprising, but it's surprising since it's unexpected. Once it simply exists, it's easy to relax under. She's asking and saying some things which she's serious about. Chihiro can also acknowledge that they're laughable, in their own way. He still shakes on it, and he doesn't fully shrug it off.

It's enough. Her hand drops back down to her side, finding the edge of her shirt and playing with it when he asks his question. Chihiro opens her mouth to reply, but her hesitation makes her close her mouth again. She hadn't been, but after the ceiling caved in... er. She can't say it isn't so any longer.
]

I guess I am again... but I've been staying at the school. It's not so bad.

[ There are showers and things? Everyone's had difficulties enough, and the school is large (and largely nonfunctional) enough she can exist there and it's been okay, so far. Just uh. New. She moves past that to confirm her general age, particularly in light of calling Sayo-kun a friend: ]

I'm ten. I know some people look one way and are much older, but I'm not. I'm just ten all the way through.
jinko: (94.)

[personal profile] jinko 2016-09-23 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
The school...?

[ This is getting increasingly more worrying by the second. He won't patronize by pretending to know her circumstances, and he assumes that the "staying at school" business functions much in the same way when people take shelter from earthquakes and bad weather... but.

Atsushi has always been lousy at masking his emotions, so his concern is like a glaringly large neon sign on his face. Strange-colored eyes widen, lips parting once, twice, in sentiments that he tries for and rephrases in his mind.
]

You're only ten...! Y, you shouldn't be living alone in a public place like that, if no one's looking after you.
onethousen: (quiet | tying back the ponytail)

[personal profile] onethousen 2016-09-25 09:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's honestly enough that she glances down, feeling herself blush in embarrassment. Not at what he's saying, not exactly, but that she's having it pointed out to her (roundaboutly) that no one is at present looking out for her, though she has plenty who do or will in general. She can't ask anyone to do that. She's not anyone's responsibility. In the time she's spent here, she doesn't know how to shift from friends to being so audacious as to look for a guardian.

So she hasn't. She's lucked out, or asked for help when she needs it most, or tried to find creative solutions. She's proactive enough, and makes herself busy enough, that it's like dealing with it. It's just weird dealing with the baldface concern when she doesn't know what to really say. Other than:
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I know.

[ In a small voice, before swallowing and squaring her shoulders. She's still blushing, but it makes her feel less like crying. (Which she does on her own time, and it helps, but it's not going to be helpful right now from what she figures.) ]

But I'm okay.

[ Because she has said this every time, and it's halfway true, which makes it true enough in her mind. ]

That's not something you can ask people to do. Anyway, it's not bad! I'm pretty resourceful. [ She likes to think, and she's going to give herself credit where she can. It's also all language that does not actually say any of it is fine. ] Plus the school is a lot more stable than you think, and I don't start raining too much when I'm sleeping anymore.

[ ... literally raining and waking herself up out of dreams she'd rather not have, if she has to wake up out of them. ]