No one has ever told him to do anything. No one told him to take care of Nam Soon. Sure, they were best friends, but by the time everything started to spiral out of control the two of them were still so young - how could they expect a child to look after Nam Soon? No one ever asked him to do anything, let alone Nam Soon himself, who actively tried to push away that help half of the time (even at the times when Heung Soo himself could see by the time he was a little older, knew that Nam Soon wanted it even as he was pushing it away).
No one told him to do this stuff, but he can't help himself. What else is he supposed to do? Was he supposed to abandon Nam Soon in that empty house with all his sadness and frustration? Was he supposed to let Tsunami have free reign and end up in jail, the record forever dragging his life down? Was he supposed to not grow close to Nam Soon again (that one he tried to stop, at least) once they met again at Seungri High?
Is not not supposed to do at least this much when they share body warmth constantly, when they tangle each other up in bed at night against the winter's cold? If they've already gone far enough that they've kissed, then he ought to at least do this much for this bastard.
It's almost natural.
He just lets the other eat, knowing he doesn't have to say anything about it out loud. Nam Soon gets it just as well as he does, even if it's covered up by their superificial bickering as usually. ]
Aish.. then why am I the one feeling more embarrassed, you bastard?
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No one has ever told him to do anything. No one told him to take care of Nam Soon. Sure, they were best friends, but by the time everything started to spiral out of control the two of them were still so young - how could they expect a child to look after Nam Soon? No one ever asked him to do anything, let alone Nam Soon himself, who actively tried to push away that help half of the time (even at the times when Heung Soo himself could see by the time he was a little older, knew that Nam Soon wanted it even as he was pushing it away).
No one told him to do this stuff, but he can't help himself. What else is he supposed to do? Was he supposed to abandon Nam Soon in that empty house with all his sadness and frustration? Was he supposed to let Tsunami have free reign and end up in jail, the record forever dragging his life down? Was he supposed to not grow close to Nam Soon again (that one he tried to stop, at least) once they met again at Seungri High?
Is not not supposed to do at least this much when they share body warmth constantly, when they tangle each other up in bed at night against the winter's cold? If they've already gone far enough that they've kissed, then he ought to at least do this much for this bastard.
It's almost natural.
He just lets the other eat, knowing he doesn't have to say anything about it out loud. Nam Soon gets it just as well as he does, even if it's covered up by their superificial bickering as usually. ]
Aish.. then why am I the one feeling more embarrassed, you bastard?